No, not Valentines again

I thought valentines is a day of giving, sharing and love. In my case I spent valntines with someone who completely ignored me the whole afternoon. I felt as if valentines was just another boring occassion that passes by. I tried to focus on the positives rather than dwelling on the negatives. I honestly thought that my first valntines would be something like a fairytale romance, but it ended up being a sit aside don't talk romance. I do have to admit he did give me the biggest card in the universe. It was just huge and I absolutely love it. The card was magical, but his behaviour was not. How do you ignore a girl on valentines day? He prefered to watch tv rather than talk to me, ok I can live with that. Thank you for the card Przemek I really appreciate it.

My niece posing for a valentines photoshoot which I organized. She was a real beautiful model.

When complexes attack.

My cousin Elizabeth. A girl who wishes to be perfect. She always dreamed of being tall like me. She hated her body and tried everthing to be thin as a stick. She has complexes and wants to be someone with a figure to die for and a hieght to not need to wear high heels all the time. She dosen't realise how perfect she is. She will always be beautiful to me. Her beautiful face will always shine and the fact that she is a little smaller than me makes no difference at all. What matters is that her personality is amazing. Looks should not be the most important thing. I just want her to know that she is truly beautiful in and out.

Nothing can compare to this magical place.

I live in a dream more dazzling than fiction. Imaginary yet real. I defy prediction and an incredible dream I have, where the day ends in *magic*. This can only be where the golden temple lies (India).

Hoping

Dreaming

Wishing I was there

My friend send me this picture of the golden temple as a gift for my fascination of India. I was really touched by the beauty of this picture. Now I know for certain that when I visit india this place will be on my to go see list. ''It's a very calm and composed environment and you feel like being part of it for hours together'' ''The view, the bath, the sernity and feeling of being in presence of God makes this place a must visit if you are travelling to India!'' my friend said.. My friend lives nearby so he is so lucky to be living near such a beautiful, magical place. I just feel like that building made out of gold is paradise.

Thank you so much for the picture digvijay singh. I will keep it forever.

What me & my niece do for fun.

Recent converation with my niece.

Tiffani: ''I want to paint my face''

Me: ''I don't have any face paint''

Tiffani: ''Em we could use some lipstick''

Me: ''Sure lets ruin my mothers lipstick''

Tiffani: She just giggled.

.....And so we did ruin my mothers 'Channel' lipstick. It was naughty of me to even think like that, but sometimes I do crazy things just for the fun of it. Not only did she draw on her face she did my face too. And my mother never noticed. She thought that I had used face paint on her hehe.

My little artist Tiffani Davies.

Life inspired me to write early in the morning today.

This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...let it be something good. Other than helping a hungry poor man I also bought a heart sticker where the money goes to the childrens hospitle. I know that we cannot change the past, but we have the power to change the future. And by all means we can save the children. The road to stopping child abuse is long, but reachable. So other then my words of wisdom I met a strange lady today. She looked about 39yrs. She was jumping up and down like a pogo stick and poking me at thisame time. She was laughing while doing the whole procedure of poke and jump. I stood there like a stone amazed by the fact that she decided to choose me to be her poke buddy :p. My heart went out to her though because she was a bit mentally ill and it is not her fault that she is not normal like other people. She can't controll the madness, it just takes over her body like a virus that can never be cured. But I did laugh a little bit. I found it funny that she wanted to play with me haha.

Picture taken today outside my flat. I love my niece more everyday. A childs love is unstoppable, it just grows.

Trust, believe and achieve.

"If you hear a voice within you say ‘you cannot paint,’ then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced."

~Author uknown~

The first time I was doing a photoshoot, I knew it would test me to my limits. I nervously picked up the camera and the voice within me was saying ''you can't do it'' and I just took those shots and then laughed at the stupid voices in my head. I learnt to never listen to those voices within. They are like the devil creeping up on you trying to ruin whatever you are trying to achieve. Instead listen to your heart. Trust only yourself and your private heart.

Christmas would never be thisame without children.

This year I spent christmas with my parents and my ex boyfriends family. So no children were involved. Suprisingly I did have a lovely time, but without my niece's it was hard. I missed watching my niece's wake up in the morning only to run downstairs and shake all the presents. I miss listeing to them laugh and play. But most of all I miss seeing their adorable faces. I cannot imagine life without children. The world would mean nothing to me if children did not exist. Their laugh is contagious and I pray every day that a child gets the chance to live a happy healthy life (STOP CHILD ABUSE!). My cousin was kind enough to send me photos of her daughter enjoying christmas as you can see in the photos above.